Here I am again with hattie and james in New Zealand,it’s very stormy today and we have lit the fire,you would love this house it’s such a home,but missing one very important presence!!! You,,,, The children are gorgeous John is a carbon copy of you when you were small,mollie is so like hattie it’s not true,she is the sweetest little duck,you would love her to bits,she tells me you are on the moon and you eat a lot of cheese!! I wonder how I ever got to be so lucky to have you in my life,sad we couldn’t grow old together but always in my thoughts.