I cant believe my second christmas without you my love.how i wish you were here. i feel you all around me in this wonderful home that you created,thank you i am indeed fortunate,lucky too to have our wonderful hat and jonny and em and james here that meant the world to me.we had a lovely xmas but i so missed your organisation and turkey carving and instead of boxing day we had a new year party which was lovely.Walk on hound tor on boxing day and yesterday went to haytor and i think i felt you near.Lovley too to have both my sisters for new year we always said we would try to do that. Anyway on to a new year and hopes of health and happiness. Love you always soosiexx